Private Blogs and Documenting My Life More
Something that I’ve been wanting to do is finally taking shape. For a really long time, I wanted to find an outlet where I can document my journey and share my work. I’ve tried vlogging, use Substack and Medium, but none has been consistent.
Why? I often asked myself.
After what seemed like an eternity, I realized that the only reason why I’m not consistent is because I’m a private person. It’s not that I’m afraid of being seen, it’s just I don’t find it comfortable when people I don’t know or I’m not close with have access to my personal life.
I understand that this is the Internet, and it’s a public space; yet, I still want some sort of semblance of privacy.
So, this is my new creative outlet that I want to embark on.
For now, I don’t think I want to share this journal to anybody. But, maybe, in the future, I’ll start sharing it to the public.
This is my creative outlet moving forward.
Made plans with Cecily to get coffee and catch up with her tomorrow. I haven’t seen any of my friends (except for Cassidy) and I haven’t been outside for more than two weeks and I desperately need to connect with the outside world again.
Had a phone appointment with my doctor today, regarding my knee pain. Currently, I’m a lot better than I was two weeks ago. I’m no longer inflamed and my knee stop swelling. However, I’m still find it a bit uncomfortable walking without crutches. But, hey, progress is progress! I would rather be on crutches than lie on bed all day because the pain is so severe, that I couldn’t even lift my leg at all. She recommended that I still take my prescription and to schedule a physical exam with my doctor to thoroughly examine. I’m hoping that once the doctor takes a look, they can give me a speedy recovery and be able to walk again soon.
In the meantime, I’m training my muscle to get use to the motion of walking. Maybe, I’ll go swimming too.
Scheduled an appointment to see a physician on Monday at 2:30 pm.
Had a phone call with Angela. She wanted to check up on me to see how I’m doing. I’m grateful that she called me. It’s been a while since I’ve talked to people. Sad to say, that not a lot of people have reach out to me during this period of isolation. But, it’s actually a blessing for me, as I’m getting more clear on who my friends are and it’s allowing me to grow without needing someone to hold my hand.
The rest of my night was spent watching movies and planning out my day tomorrow.